cherish all the small things:)

I AM REALLY GRADUATING TODAY, MY BLOOD IS RUSHING AND I’M EXCITED FOR TONIGT AND FOR WHAT IS TO COME FOR ME. I FEEL READY I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED I FEEL DETEMINED FOR MY NEW BEGINNING. LET’S DO THIS C/O 2012!!!! TONIGHT IS OUR NIGHT SO LET’S MAKE IT SOMETHING TO NEVER FORGET((:

Though i am not the favorite or the go to gal or even someone to turn to..i know myself that I’m important, because i have a reason to be here..that i am still alive till this very day..i love myself and respect myself to be who i want to be. I know that i have achieved many things. I do not need to prove to my family, my friends, or anyone for that matter, the only person that i should prove to is MYSELF. So if people do not care about my achievements then so be it. People who stand by me and shows me that they are proud of me are the ones that i care about and that i actually give a crap. Im just so sick and tired of people telling me this and that, but in reality its a bunch of BS. Shesh!! if you actually give a crap about me, you would actually try and go the extra mile to see me off, to tell me congrats..or something. I want to start a new life with people who actually care and want me in their lives..not someone who wants to use me for their own needs and wants. 

I just wanted to get this out of my system because i hate leaving things all bottled up in me and it just makes me explode. I may seem happy, but in reality I’m getting irritated with things. I hope when i start my new life after i graduate, I can do what i want and when  i want to and just have fun. Irritated with parents questioning me, every single time i go somewhere or what I’m doing or when ill be back..please let me have a much more simple life.